Dear Journal,
So last night I ended up leaving work 40 minutes early (which is okay since I cleared it with the boss before she left) so I could go meet up with my half-brother and hopefully get a 50 sack of peoplenip.
Unfortunately that last half fell through but I did get to hang out with my bro and a couple of his friends - smoking it up, listening to music, and just chilling.
Man, I was baked out of my mind.
Started out with a huge blunt then used the Bong.
First time to use a Bong in about four years.
Forgot how intense that experience is verses blunts and pipes.
One hit off that thing and... man, I can't describe what I saw.
But I'll try.
It was like looking beyond what everyone sees on a day to day basis.
Like I could see normally but then there was like colours and shapes just there.
Like I was here yet not here at the same time.
Like... looking into the fourth dimension even though our brains cannot comprehend it let alone absorb it.
Dude, I could barely move. I could hear words but, the majority of the time, everyone else's conversation was like the adults talking in Charlie Brown "wa wa wa wa wa wa". Occasionally I could pick out bits and pieces of the English language but it was mostly "wa" or... sound blurring together. The only thing I could understand was my own thoughts, thank Goddess... I'd be freaking out if my thoughts went into jibberish too.
Not to mention there were points in which I could see sound with my eyes. Hearing with my eyes.
It took everything I got to stand up when my bro practically kicked me out since he was about to go to sleep around 2:30 AM. So I was standing there for like... well the concept of time ceased to exist so could be anywhere from five minutes to fifteen minutes...
Was able to move. He gave me a couple nugs and somehow I made it to the elevator to the first floor and to my car.
Breathed.
Got grounded to where I thought I could drive.
Drove.
And prayed.
I felt jittery the entire time.
Was certain I'd get pulled over for swerving though I always stayed in my own lane.
Never went above the speed limit but kept alternating between 40 and 35.
Listened to a few songs off my CD but... music quickly became a dangerous distraction when I needed to focus.
Thought every car behind me was a cop so kept telling myself "It's okay, just focus, not too fast, stay between the lines, you're doing good."
Freaked out a few times because I had no idea where I was even though subconsciously I knew I was at the right place going the right direction.
Made it all the way to my part of the metropolis... maybe two miles from home... when I saw a car do a turn-about from the other lane and I was like "oh sh*t, that's actually a cop".
Immediately took the first right I could, then ducked into a neighborhood that I thought would exit to a street close to where I lived as long as it went on... only to be disappointed when it looped back towards the street I exited from.
Made it to 7-11, bought my munchies, continued on home safely as I had lost the cop easily enough - man, had I gotten pulled over I would have been f**ked... besides my attitude, my eyes were bloodshot.
But it was cool.
Don't remember everything I did last night after getting home... think I watched something, maybe did something in Final Fantasy XI, and pigged out on an energy drink and junkfood...
Ah peoplenip...
So great.
And I know, a lot of people would probably judge me or whatever...
But I don't care.
It was an adventure, and I had fun...
And no, I don't normally drive while under the influence of anything... but since it was literally FREEZING outside... had to get home.
Probably should have taken a cab in hindsight...
Meh.
Good times.
Young & stupid.
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