The General Rant/Bitch/Moan Thread.

Ginger_Snaps wrote:

I really hate the on screen keyboard my phone has because I'm constantly hitting the wrong letters making typing more difficult and painstaking (it doesn't have an external keyboard).

my Zune keypads small like that too so I got a stylus pen to poke at it when I use the web and it works better than trying my fingers

La Diva Carlotta wrote:

Ginger_Snaps wrote:

deadcoldgothgirl wrote:

Single again. Can't stop crying. Hurt. I should have expected it. I shouldn't be this upset. I should be able to handle myself better. But I'm not.

You should be enjoying your singlehood. Ain't nobody tying you down and you can do whatever the hell you want with whomever you want without having to answer, "Where've you been and who've you been with?"

Amen, sister!!! Been married for 9 years, as much as I love my mister, there are times when I miss the freedom of singlehood.

But seriously, DCGG, sorry about your breakup. I know how hard they can be. Don't know what happened or how it happened, but I sincerely hope you can get past this. Take care of yourself, kiddo.

Thanks ladies. I really do appreciate it. I'm not sure why, but I've never had that feeling of "I love being single." I've always been happier in a relationship. He ended up telling me we should split because he can't handle a long distance relationship. He also said he still loves me and I should be happy he broke up with me so I can find someone better. I've been crying a lot. I'm trying to be positive.

Why is there have to be a hot guy in a couple of my classes that I know I have no chance with?

Today has been such an emotionally draining day....ugh. Such a night calls for a glass of wine.

the thoughts that follow depression. So whats so great, what exactly is worth saving in this world? Its nothing but hate and pain and death, I hope those people that don't understand mayans are right, feed it all to the flames wipe this planet clean we're just a parasite anyway. We grow and breed and use up the resources and destroy what we have we grow and the planet dies so let the dead rise let the fires and the waves come and the earth shake its self apart. Its time we've been cured as we could cure any other virus or parasite... wipe it all away and start again, just please don't start again with us...





Just found out earlier today that an old friend of mine had a brother that died. This guy once was like a brother to me until he left (2002, what a f**ked year), I wish I had something anything I could say but I have nothing and its not for the lack of trying and I refuse to be generic.

I saw a lady beating her dog on my way into work yesterday, so I called the animal shelter/society to report it today. She was screaming at it to lay down and was beating it with what looked like a coiled wire rope. I have heard her screaming at the dog before, but never physically hurting it. She's a f**king loony anyway and doesn't deserve to have pets regardless of her mental state if she's going to harm them. Hopefully they can do something. Poor dog

Also, I think I am coming down with the sickness. Feeling cruddy, achy and run-down. I blame all the gross people at work and school that cough and sneeze all over everything Also doesn't help that the area I live in is harbored with dust

DCGG and endless: I hope that things get better for both of you.

WiR: Hopefully that poor dog is taken to a better place. It may also be worth it to look into what state/local laws there are in relation to animal abuse... then the cops might be able to step in, and they have more leverage than SPCAs or shelters.

nsanelilmunky wrote:

I visited a Concentration Camp today...

1. Which one?
2. I would like to visit one one day but I don't know if I will be emotionally distant enough to take the full tour.

So, I guess my cousin is pissed at me that I didn't inform her that I was going to Renfest so she could jump on the bandwagon. She doesn't drive, so I would have had to picked her up and dropped her off. The last thing I want to do after a long day is dropping someone off (well, not always but usually. Especially if it's someone I'm constantly having to drive around) To sum up my rant, my unofficial job shouldn't be to inform you where and when I'm going to places and to pick you up tickets.

^^I'm sorry. I saw some of it on fb. I know that can be frusterating.

I was debating about posting this. But I needed to get my feelings out in a place where I know people care. I can't get him out of my mind. I think about him all day. I dream of him at night. A lot of times it's nightmares. I'm having problems sleeping. I can't focus and I can't stop crying. I will normally cry randomly at night and then before bed. I keep wanting to tell him I love you. It kills me every time I read the text where he tells me he will always love me.

I keep wondering if I should disappear for a while. Just drop contact from everyone both online and on my phone. I want to. I just don't think I could physically do it. I'm attached to my electronics like they were part of me. I know I must sound sappy and pathetic. I'm trying really hard not to step on anyone's toes and bother anyone with my emotions. It's just hard. I want to drink. I want a hug. I want to disappear. My mind is my worst enemy. It just won't let me have a break.

I have Strep throat and scarlet fever to go with it I thought my scratchy throat was due to the dry air and corn dust everywhere, but it ended up getting worse. My rash is all over my body and extremely itchy. Very crappy I had to laugh tho--I can barely swallow and my doc gave me meds the size of horse pills

^^Scarlet fever? People still get that? Holy crap! I hope you feel better soon!

^^Yep. It's just in conjunction with strep throat mostly. A lot of kids get it when they have strep throat also. I rarely get sick, but when I do, it's horrendous lol
Thanks, Diva

I just read that it's typical in children ages 4-8. I am all sorts of backwards. I got an adult virus when I was a 10 (shingles) now I have a child's illness (strep and fever).

La Diva Carlotta wrote:

^^Scarlet fever? People still get that? Holy crap! I hope you feel better soon!

I had it has a little kid. It's not like polio where it is essentially wiped out, so yes, it is still possible to get it; just like the plague and tuberculosis are still around.

WIR, that sounds awful!! I'm glad you were able to see a doc at least -- hope you feel better soon!

^^Thanks I am already feeling better throat and body wise with just a few doses of antibiotic, but the rash is still horrible. It feels like the worst itch on your body times 20 It's mostly on my feet now, bottom and top, so it's really uncomfortable with socks and shoes and the fact that I wake up in the middle of the night needing to scratch. Might need to buy restraints just to keep from itching

^

Damn you failblog for fostering my current semi-crush on Tom Hiddleston/Loki even though I have never seen Thor/Avengers or any movie Tom has been in, but from what I can gather, Tom isn't too bad of a guy on which to have a crush.

I'm currently being weaned off of my anti-depressants, and so far it's just led to me sleeping for 16+ hours a day and having bad headaches. Ugh. Hopefully things get better soon.

DarkDreamer wrote:

I'm currently being weaned off of my anti-depressants, and so far it's just led to me sleeping for 16+ hours a day and having bad headaches. Ugh. Hopefully things get better soon.

Are you getting "brain zaps?" If so, then I have felt your pain.

Next door neighbors are having a party. They're kinda loud.

Pow, right in the feelings.

OW MY FEELS!