Random Thoughts

"Apparently Canadians are just as bad at rioting as they are at goal tending #canadianfailure"

I was hoping to have a stew or roast for dinner tonight. I still have 6 tacos in my fridge so it looks like that is going to be my breakfast and dinner.

My friends are so cute! They actually think that my husband and I will change our departure time for our Saturday trip just to accommodate their lazy asses. Aww.

deadcoldgothgirl wrote:

I was hoping to have a stew or roast for dinner tonight. I still have 6 tacos in my fridge so it looks like that is going to be my breakfast and dinner.

Tacos tacos tacos!

So I guess there is this company called airb&b. Instead of finding a hotel room, you can go stay at other peoples homes. You can choose to be there with other people, with the renter home, or while they are supposedly gone. I think that smells like some sort of messed up happenings like the craigslist killer.

just got roped into seeing "17 again", it had its funny parts but all I could think was "if this sh*t actually happened I'd be the first inline to be 17 again." I know a lots changed in 13 years but just to have my body back to what it was at 17 and I could do some insane stuff to it and wake up not even a little sore the next day would be worth it..

Note to self: Croton-on Hudson is nowhere near Cold Springs.

I've been thinking a lot about matt and I lately. It bothers me. It bothers me because I have a lot of questions in the back of my mind saying this is wrong. Another part of me says I promised a chance and I haven't been able to see it because I'm not home. I'm scared that he is the one and I leave. I'm scared he isn't and I will not only be hurt but not find the one. I'm upset because last night I was able to see the biggest using man whore I know professing his love for someone. Do I have that? Am I everything to matt? I deserve it, but do I?

It bothers me even more when a certain friend gets involved. Her love life contains one guy she barely saw for a week and her current bf. Their only "problems" are the stupid little girly fights she starts over nothing. Yet she is going to sit there and tell me how real love is supposed to be. She is trying to tell me with real love you never get hurt. I'm sorry but you don't have the experience to be telling me about love, nor do you have the right to be mad at me for my choices involving my heart. I've had more horrible things happen to me then any of you on this board know, and I don't feel it is her place to tell me what is right for me when she has never had to deal with a love heartache in her life.

Happy fathers day dad. RIP

deadcoldgothgirl wrote:

I'm scared that he is the one and I leave. I'm scared he isn't and I will not only be hurt but not find the one.... Do I have that? Am I everything to matt? I deserve it, but do I?

As important as love is, please don't forget respect. True love only exists when there is also respect. Respect is the thing that makes a partner stop short before doing something cruel or hurtful. Respect is the thing that makes a partner want you to have the best possible life, regardless of the sacrifices s/he needs to make to help facilitate that. Respect makes a partner want to listen to you, want to keep you informed, want to connect with you, want you to feel loved.

deadcoldgothgirl wrote:

Happy fathers day dad. RIP

No doubt your dad still wants the very best for you.

this has to be the best motorcycle and worst bicycle I've ever seen

^^Scary! The unicorn bike, I mean. LOL

Madelchai wrote:

"Apparently Canadians are just as bad at rioting as they are at goal tending #canadianfailure"

Why yes, yes we are

deadcoldgothgirl wrote:

She is trying to tell me with real love you never get hurt.

You do get hurt with real love. That's how you know its real.
Not every single person sees eye to eye with every situation.
I've been hurt by certain things Michael has done or said. But don't tell me that my relationship with him isn't true and real cause it's more real than a lot of relationships that i've seen.
Just follow you're heart. You know whats good for you and what makes you happy.
Maybe when you're back home things will be different. But maybe not. It's up to YOU to decide about what goes on in your life.
And i'm sure this has been said on the forum. Just don't let him take advantage of your kindness. It'll take some soul searching but i'm sure you'll figure it out

endless dark wrote:

this has to be the best motorcycle and worst bicycle I've ever seen

hahahahahaha

I think after eating and figuring out how many pages I'm going to read for homework today, I'm going to stop by Bath and bodyworks because they are having a 75% off clearance on seasonal items. You can't go wrong with getting soap for $3 when it is normally around $20

I got the top 3 grades in my class for my final. My grade was 77% I don't want to know what everyone else got.

Happy Summer Solstice

And to you too!

My random thought - I've eaten salad for lunch every day for the last three weeks . I would kill for a sandwich for lunch but my best pair of work pants are now falling down and I can take my jeans off without undoing the zip! Result!!!

^^Check out Vespas. Some can get up to 75 mph & get like 60-80 mpg. There are some on craigslist for a decent price also.

I think the best advice I was given recently was "shop like a skinny person." It means stick to the perimeter of the super market, where all the fresh and whole foods are generally kept, while avoiding the middle of it all where all the processed junk is.

¡Increíble! Tanta mierda que hablarón del nuevo álbum de Morbid Angel, pero parece que a la banda le va super bien en los charts Americanos e internacionales. LOL

Can I just sleep until 24 hours from now and be home? On top of that not be in trouble for missing my last project and miss the drive?

^^I've had that feeling before. No good!