Random Thoughts

Wife gets mad at me when I drink egg nog from the pitcher.

#juglife

Happy New Fear everybody!

suddenly I want to get very drunk tomorrow, it's been quite a while since I was actually drunk.

Landlord sending a very clear message to the people upstairs, that message is "get out". Either yesterday or the day before he shut off their hot water and heating.

So heres something, big random thought to close out the day. Lets say for the sake of arguement that you have a chunk of information dropped on you so you "know" something is on the way that could and will shake sh*t up. But giving forewarning about it would make you look like you've flipped crazy cakes because not only is it outlandish but you couldn't even give specifics to begin with. Is it better to give the warning that people should be mindful of this thing knowing it could cost you in some way (friends, family, people think you're a loon. whatever, make up a cost you think is big). Or, is it better to sit it out and hope you're wrong about the information you think you know, knowing at the end of the day either way right or wrong noone would ever know you knew or at least thought you knew about the thing that either did or didn't happen...?

Just to make it clear we aren't talking national security big, obviously you'd be screaming at the mountain tops, ratched it way down so not ultra life/death important but still pretty big and important.

Oh money where do you go, why are you hiding? It seems like whenever I'm comfortable and don't need you around you're right there assuring me we'll be friends forever, but the second something comes up you run off to wherever that mystical hiding spot is where I can't find you.

Old college buddy/current Facebook friend keeps posting invites for "direct sales" Facebook parties, selling things like clothes, jewelry and the like. Wondering if she's having money problems (not judging, but she carries on as if she's loaded). Also, I don't like it when people only remember me when they're trying to sell me crap. :/

My random thought is I haven't been here in like 7 years. Hi guys!

my ankle has been really itchy for a couple months now in one specific spot, so I'm here scratching it earlier today and I suddenly noticed something. All this time I've been starching and rubbing on my spear scar. Yes, I know I can't just say I have a spear scar but it's much more interesting if I do, so.

Growing up I used to hear these stories from people about how they lived in one place 20, 30, 40+years and I'd think that was so cool and used to want it. My whole life I was always moving around until I was about 27-28 when I moved into my current place, with the longest I've ever been in one place being about 7 years (95-02). Now I've been in this place 8 years and I realize I have a limit and it's about 8 years, I've never wanted to move this much before. But I'm also conflicted at the same time because I'm really enjoying the stability of not moving.

This is going to sound wrong but I'm really craving a Nice Jewish Boy, despite having never been with one, I guess because a NJB is such a departure from what is available to me.

And I now have the opposite (yet same) problem of what I used to have. I now have a bit more of a difficult time finding pants small enough to fit that aren't expensive.

I need a change, I don't know what to change or how to change it but it's time. I'm so tired of being on edge so much, I'm also really starting to wonder if I should move back to my home town. I've lived in this city 22 years of my life, I'm used to things being a certain speed the city has it's own flavor that my home town just would GRIND because it's so slow. But over the last year or so home sick and at the end of the day really I don't want to die in this city and that's always been my one goal, just don't die in this city. I don't know, maybe I'll get lucky and figure my sh*t out some day and I also might want to invest in sleep, I hear it's important

Invest thoroughly in that sleep Endless

started looking for a new place to live, when did it become so hard to find a place and when did rents take such a leap?! This is what I get for living in one place for 9 years, I forgot about the hustle

Good luck Endless. I hope things improve for you soon.

I've been experiencing autumnal harvest headaches something fierce the past three days. I never used to have this issue-what's with this getting older business?! Thankfully, I have a wonderful essential oil concoction that alleviates my problem and home remedies that I praise.
It reminds me of a the beautiful, painful transition into colder weather and I feel the need to write about it.

Can't find any raw cookie dough in the UK wanted to make a cookie dough cake for me and hubbys wedding anniversary in November.

^No raw cookie dough?
Can you make your own? Or is it better/easier with store bought?
I am feeling a bit baffled by the lack of raw cookie dough in the UK now..... lol

They don't sell it in this country you have to make your own. It's not a problem I can make some when I get chance after the school holidays!

^Sounds delicious!

Starbucks put their holiday cups out, the official start to the annual "war on christmas" has begun and the first salvo comes from a paper product that will be thrown in the trash 5 minutes after buying and never thought about again.

^^ They shouldn't bother what is the point. No one values christmas anymore like they used to. I'm thankful that I don't celebrate it.

Feeling really lost and restless today I don't know why.

The thing I hate about job searching through job boards is that you get inundated with fake or scam job listings. I can spot them "a mile away" but they flood your inbox, which drowns out real suggestions from the job boards.

I kept waking up with the feeling that something severely wrong is going to happen on first shift today, and I'm going to be walking into the aftermath of a war zone.